politics/political theory

December 18, 2007

note on previous post and potential coming debacle with Iran

Bush_saudEltahaway's claim in the previous post is actually almost certainly false. The cybaritic, corrupt Saudi elite spend as much time as possible in other countries where women have equal rights, as do their wives.  They are not pushing their morality down the throat of the country. Rather, like demagogues everywhere they are exploiting what is worst in human nature. That they can get away with this says nothing about the morality of the Saudi people either; the only reason the scam works is because of vast Western support (we put these jerks in charge, pay enormous sums of money to them, and fight their wars) combined with oil wealth.

Sexism in Saudi Arabia plays exactly the same role that racism did in South Africa and the American South. It allows a corrupt elite to buy off half the population by ensuring that they are relatively better off than the other half.  Saudi men also get a horrible deal- no freedom of speech, no fair share of the incredible oil wealth, massively declining standards of living, work going to foreigners, no real representaiton, etc. . .  But what holds it all together (as it does in all Apartheid regimes) is that Saudi men get the psychic joy of being superior to the other half of the population.  Yes they are slaves to their royal family and religious elite, but at least they are not women.

The absolute worst aspect of Bush, Cheney, et. al. is their strong ties to Saudi Arabia and the way this has destroyed American foreign policy during the war on terror.  After the Northern Alliance with our help defeated the Taliban (who were Sunni opponents of Iran), Iran offered to put everything on the table- stopping all funding of terrorist groups in Lebanon and Israel, recognizing Israel and working towards a two state solution for the Palestenians, halting their nuclear program, strong support for us in Iraq, etc. etc. 

11005991_42afc5abaa_oThis made sense, we defeated their Sunni enemies in Afghanistan and were about to in Iraq.  Iran is a representative Republic where women vote (yes they are theocratic, but so is Saudi Arabia, and the Iranian theocrats don't fund sexist, anti-American, wahabbi Islam all over the world, unlike our Saudi allies), one that has historically been a United States ally (albeit one we have historically treated shamefully, such as by Eisenhower having their democratically elected president assassinated), and one with a raucous freedom-loving people culturally similiar to Americans (yes, there is oppression, but there is also the strongest democracy movement on the planet, one that is actually moving the state towards more constitutional protections, and one that would be vastly more successful if we actually treated Iran decently). 

But the Bush people vetoed Iran's attempt to ally themselves with us, and as a result we are gearing up for war with a country that by any rational measure (along with Israel and Turkey) should be our strongest ally in the region.  And we continue to be servants to one of the worst regimes on the planet.

Whenever I hear pundits on television talk about "realism" versus "idealism" in foreign policy, identifying Bush's "pro-democracy agenda" view with idealism, it makes me sick.  We are potentially going to go to war with a country that is vastly more democratic than our greatest ally in the region (and Saudi Arabia is our greatest ally in the region), an "ally" that does more than any country in the world to intentionally bring about the ideology and root conditions that cause terrorism, as well as terrorism itself. 

Image006It is neither naive nor conspiratorial to suspect that having an executive branch full of members in financial in thrall to the oil industry is partially responsible for this, what is already the greatest and most perverse foreign policy debacle of our lifetime (just like Northern Alliance support was the only way to take down the Taliban, Iranian support would have been the only way to take down the Baathists, who (unless we do ally with Iran) I predict will again have their boots on the Iraq's Shiite majority's neck within the next decade). It is not conspiratorial to suspect that oil money corruption is more than anything else responsible for the execrable fact that Saudi Arabia is not treated like the Apartheid state it is.  Nor since September 11 is it even remotely McCarthyist to call the actions of Bush Republicans what they so manifestly are, treason.

August 28, 2007

Adorno's test for authoritarian personalities

Fscale I don't think academic psychologists have ever set great store by this test.  But it is probably the only such test devised by one of the great philosophers from the previous century.  The higher the score the more authoritarian.  You can go here to take it.

I scored a 2.46666. . .

Adorno and Horkheimer were trying to explain why the working classes the world over were so initially excited about World War I, and then later why so many good Germans supported a transparently idiotic and evil regime (the vomit worthy Mein Kampf was a best seller prior to Hitler's election, people knew what they were getting; moreover it's not possible for a secret cabal to efficiently murder twelve million people, in fact it takes a lot more than Hilary Clinton's village to kill that many children).

Adorno and Horkheimer's basic insight is that people experience intense suffering from a sense of lack of control.  Through Nietzschean sublimation this can in many cases this can spur great achievement (scientific, artistic, business, etc.).  When such achievement has not yet been realized in the case of adolescents (especially those picked on and/or badly parented), or not likely to be realized in the case of some adults who feel like losers (and astute adolescents starting to sense the writing on the wall about their own likely lack of accomplishment), one psychological mechanism is to mentally identify oneself with ideas and figures that project some combination of domination and collective revenge.  It's a suckers game, because the adolescent and non-functional adult end up having even less control, but Adorno and Horkheimer skillfully examined how suffers of the authoritarian personality paradoxically feel more in control for that identification.  They also discovered empirical connections between the way these people are parented and the likelihood that they develop the personality. 

The authoritarian personality is the psychology of the good German, the good Communist, the good fascist (found in great numbers in Spain, Italy, and Vichy France), the religious fundamentalist, the right wing couch potato bully that is now the soul of Bush Republicanism, people who idiotically and fallaciously identify themselves with a mythic version of their racial and cultural past (this is why, with the exception of Lynyrd Skynyrd, it's always adolescents and people who haven't come to grips with their own failures who waive the Confederate Flag today), and left wing blame-America-for-everything baby boomers that end up worshiping third world dictators (read Chomsky's never apologized for intensely evil writings on the Khmer Rouge or look at any of those kids wearing t-shirts with the Christlike visage of the incomparably awful Che Guevara).

Given the phenomena of the good communist and the baby boomer blame-America-for-everything lefty, recent labeling of the dysfunction as "Right Wing Authoritarianism" by some researchers is a misnomer.  However, given the seeming unstoppable ascendancy of Bush Republicanism a few years ago in this country, it is perhaps an understandable one.

August 26, 2007

Tom Tomorrow and washingtonmonthly charts

StoryFor legible version, either click on the comic or go here

For graphic comparisons of relevant (that is, non cherry picked) levels of violence/dysfunction in Iraq between this year and last year go here and scroll down to the charts labeled "violence metrics" and "infrastructure metrics."

May 25, 2007

some more fun hurricane Katrina facts

Some statistics from a recent story at salon dot com .

Consider the Gulf Coast housing crisis, one of the key issues that has kept nearly half the population of New Orleans from returning to the city since Katrina. More than 75 percent of the housing damage from the storm was in Louisiana, but Mississippi has received 70 percent of the funds through FEMA's Alternative Housing Pilot Program. Of the $388 million available, FEMA gave a Mississippi program offering upgraded trailers more than $275 million. Meanwhile, the agency awarded Louisiana's "Katrina Cottage" program, which features more permanent modular homes for storm victims, a mere $75 million.

It's not just housing. Mississippi is also slated to get 38 percent of federal hospital recovery funds, even though it lost just 79 beds compared to 2,600 lost in southern Louisiana, which will get 45 percent of the funds. Mississippi and Louisiana both received $95 million to offset losses in higher education, even though Louisiana was home to 75 percent of displaced students. The states also received $100 million each for K-12 students affected by the storms, despite the fact that 69 percent resided in Louisiana.

The whole story puts to rest the idea that Mississippi got more money because they are putting it to better use. 

Corruption, cronyism, and the resulting (completely predictable) massive incompetence/waste are George Bush's legacy at home and abroad.  And that's the nicest thing I can say about him.

April 05, 2007

Four Conservatives Battle for Freedom

In a great interview with former congressman conservative/libertarian Bob Barr, Salon.com highlighted the American Freedom Agenda being put forward by Barr, former Reagan administration official Bruce Fein. American Conservative Union chairman Dave Keene, and conservative direct-mail pioneer Richard Viguerie. 

he American Freedom Agenda site is here, and the Freedom Pledge is here.  I've also cut and pasted it below.
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I , (candidate), hereby pledge that if elected President of the United States I will undertake the following to restore the Constitution’s checks and balances, to honor fundamental protections against injustice, and to eschew usurpations oflegislative or judicial power.These are keystones of national security and individual freedom:

1.  No Military Commissions Except on the Battlefield. I will not employ military commissions to prosecute offenses against the laws of war except in places where active hostilities are ongoing and a battlefield tribunal is necessary to obtain fresh testimony and to prevent local anarchy or chaos.

2.  No Evidence Extracted by Torture or Coercion. I will not permit the use of evidence obtained by torture or coercion to be admissible in a military commission or other tribunal.

3.  No Detaining Citizens as Unlawful Enemy Combatants. I will not detain any American citizen as an unlawful enemy combatant. Citizens accused of terrorism-linked crimes will be prosecuted in federal civilian courts.

4.  Restoring Habeas Corpus for Suspected Alien Enemy Combatants. I will detain non-citizens as enemy combatants only if they have actively participated in actual hostilities against the United States. I will urge Congress to amend the Military Commissions Act of 2006 to permit any individual detained under the custody or control of the United States government to file a petition for a writ of habeas corpus in federal courts.

5.  Prohibiting Warrantless Spying by the National Security Agency in Violation of Law. I will prohibit the National Security Agency from gathering foreign intelligence except in conformity with the Foreign Intelligence Surveillance Act of 1978, and end the NSA’s domestic surveillance program that targets American citizens on American soil for warrantless electronic surveillance.

6.  Renouncing Presidential Signing Statements. I will not issue presidential signing statements declaring the intent to disregard provisions of a bill that I have signed into law because I believe they are unconstitutional. Instead, I will veto any bill that I believe contains an unconstitutional provision and ask Congress to delete it and re-pass the legislation.

7.  Ending Secret Government by Invoking State Secrets Privilege. I will not invoke the state secrets privilege to deny remedies to individuals victimized by constitutional violations perpetrated by government officials or agents. I will not assert executive privilege to deny Congress information relevant to oversight or legislation unless supreme state secrets are involved. In that case, I will submit the privilege claim to a legislative-executive committee for definitive resolution.

8.  Stopping Extraordinary Renditions. I will order the cessation of extraordinary renditions except where the purpose of the capture and transportation of the suspected criminal is for prosecution according to internationally accepted standards of fairness and due process.

9.  Stopping Threats to Prosecuting Journalists under the Espionage Act. I will urge Congress to amend the Espionage Act to create a journalistic exception for reporting on matters relating to the national defense. As a matter of prosecutorial discretion, until such an amendment is enacted I will not prosecute journalists for alleged Espionage Act violations except for the intentional disclosure of information that threatens immediate physical harm to American troops or citizens at home or abroad.

10.  Ending the Listing of Individuals or Organizations as Terrorists Based on Secret Evidence. I will not list individuals or organizations as foreign terrorists or foreign terrorist organizations for purposes of United States or international law based on secret evidence.

I will issue a public report annually elaborating on how the actions enumerated in paragraphs 1-10 have strengthened the ability of the United States to defeat international terrorism, secure fundamental freedoms, and preserve the nation’s democratic dispensation.

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(Candidate)

Date: ______________________

March 23, 2007

why I am a proud Democrat

I've got to go teach in a few minutes, so I'll expand this post later.

(1) The twentieth century showed that as modern societies evolve they tend towards monopoly and then economic depression and social breakdown, and through crisis tend towards hideous forms economic and political authoritarianism.  The economic policies of Franklin Delano Roosevelt I think represent the best hope of humanity in this regard.  Markets remain as free as possible, but the government mitigates the instability via income redistribution, enforcement of anti-trust law, sound environmental policy, and investment in science and technology.  Roosevelt showed that this could be done in a way that preserved the free market and political freedoms.  Republicans that attack the legacy of Roosevelt are treading in very dangerous utopian ideology, no better than communists or facists in that regard.

(2)  After defeating facism, Roosevelt and Truman used American power to kill the colonial world order, for moral reasons.  This was a tremendous moral advancement for humanity.  Republican attempts to revive it  in American form (starting with Eisenhower's takeovers of Iran and Guatemala), have led to tragedy and evil.  Democrats have done the most to undermine this aspect of Eisenhowerism.

(3)  Democrats following Johnson knew that pushing through civil rights would cost the party electoral predominance for at least a generation, but they made the sacrifice because it was the right thing to do.  In doing so, the reality of America came closer to her ideals.

(4)  Republican Party supported attacks on science and rationality are a clear and present danger to the enlightenment and hence Western civilization.  To think otherwise is dangerous, naive, and historically uninformed.

(5) The Republican Party persecution and scapegoating of homosexuals is evil.  Moreover, conservatives with legitimate concerns about the social effects of the massive rise in one-parent households should enthusiastically support gay marriage and adoption, which where legal strengthen the institution of marriage.

(6) Strong seperation of church and state is necessary for both church and state. 

(7) The Bill of Rights applies to all human beings (as it was intended to), not just Americans (as Republicans argue).

(8)  The War on Drugs is radically misguided and has vastly worst consequences than drugs themselves do, among these being successive weakenings of the Bill of Rights by Republican appointed judges.

(9)  The War on Terror does not negate the U.S. Constitution.

(10) If you want to live like a Republican, vote Democratic.  Under Democratic presidents the stock market yields higher returns, growth of G.D.P. is greater, and unemployment and inflation are lower.  Republicans used to claim that this was due to "time lag" as the benefits of Republican administrations didn't take effect until Democrats were in power.  This proved to be completely fallacious though.  If you take into account a three year lag, the statistics are just as pronounced!

(11) The Republican desire to see all government as ineffective and corrupt has (under Bush) made all government ineffective and corrupt.  In this regards, the Democratic victories in the 2006 congressional elections are really mostly just the strong desire of Americans to put grownups back in charge. 

March 15, 2007

more on why I am not a "liberal"

I find popular appellations of political positions extremely crude, even when people make attempts to disambiguate them (e.g. "libertarian conservative" versus "values conservative"), so when I say I am a Libertarian Democrat, this really refers specifically to my party allegiance (Democrat, for reasons I'll give in another post) and distaste with many positions in that party (Johnson era welfare, identity politics, nanny state dysfunctionalism, and ignorant and destructive anti-capitalism).

In any case, here are those of my views that are not liberal either in the traditional British libertarian sense or the post 1960's American "new left" sense.

(1) While there is much innate good in people, there is also innate evil.  Hobbes is closer to being correct than Rousseau.  For whatever reason almost all people derive pleasure from amoral excercise of power/control over other people.  Often this pleasure is the feeling of psychic revenge for real and imagined slights on whichthe perpetrator dwells.  For example, torturers are almost always people of no real accomplishment who feel oppressed and get ecstatic enjoyment in feeling that the shoe is on the other foot.
(2) One of (if not the) main tasks of civilization is to get people to repress, sublimate, and transcend their innate evil.  The institutions of civilization are mostly the result of arduous societal evolution that in the long run selects for the best ways to do this.  As a result, overly utopian schemes to radically reorganize society are false and if implemented extraordinarily destructive to those living in the civilizations that must suffer them.
(3) The purpose of liberal arts education is to learn what the best of humanity has thought and created, and to learn to contribute to that tradition.  60s era changes in the college curricula that have watered this down are destructive to students and society.
(4)  Multiculturalism is important insofar as it promotes study of human civilization irrespective of ethnicity (what humanity's best and brightest have accomplished everywhere, not just in Europe and the United States), and horrific to the extent that (as it has in many universities) it replaces study of civilization with "culture" (in the anthropologist's sense), fails to admit of the objectivity of many value statements, and prevents students from getting a true liberal arts education.
(5) A non-corrupt and strong police force and military are just as essential to a free society as having a functioning press (arguably more so, since freedom of expression is nonexistence without basic security).  Intellectuals should be just as excised about the status and treatment of members of our police force and military as they (rightfully) are about the status of journalists.
(6)  Government policies that encourage one parent households and unemployment are murderously destructive (while I love France, one learns much from examining the now multigenerational ghettos in England and France, where life is torturously nasty, brutish, and short, albeit such that the ever growing number of unwed and unemployed parents are well paid by the government).  With the exception of people who are so injured or ill that they cannot work, all government welfare should be tied to work.  For that matter the primary redistributive task of government should be to mitigate poverty among people who work (and the government should do this), not support people who do not work.
(7)  The radical empiricist doctrine of the human mind as a "blank slate" at birth is just false.  People are built with different propensities to do different things better than others.  One of the tasks of civilization is to help people to develop the things they do best into something socially productive and also to confer dignity and worth on such labor.
(8)  One of the reasons the United States has vastly less crime than England and France is that criminals are vastly more likely to be sent to prison for long periods of time in the United States.  While France does many things much better than United States (e.g. postal system, transportation system, food, etc.), we are better at taking predatorial people off the street.  This is today largely the result of the Reagans and Guilianis among us stopping the 1960's era tendency to not hold criminals responsible for their behavior.  Statistics on assault and robbery comparing Western Europe to the United States verify this view (e.g. Britain has well over twice the per capita incident of violent assault as the United States). 
(9)  Affirmative Action in academia often functions mainly to make white liberals feel better about themselves, often with disastrous results for those it is supposed to help.  For example, the value of "diversity" is the main justification for these programs.  This is always presented as a value to the white students, that their education will be better if surrounded by minorities.  However, when the affirmative action involves having systematically lower requirements for minority students (predictably) a whole host of problems arise, not least of which is that the graduation rate disparity between the white students and minority students is huge.  Since California abolished affirmative action in college admissions, the number of minority students graduating in their system has increased dramatically.  So it is clear that many white liberals would rather feel better about themselves by having a system that hurts minorities.  [note- I think the educational disparities would disappear within a short time by: (a) fixing public education, whose current state of inequality fifty years after Brown versus Board can only fairly still be described as racist (among other overwhelmingly destructive properties), (b) stopping government welfare programs that discourage labor and marriage, (c) increasing the earned income tax credits and minimum wage, and (d) radically increasing need based scholarships in colleges.  In these regards my positions (a, c, and d) are much more "liberal" than academics for whom orthodox affirmative action has religious status.  Moreover, one of the greatest things about teaching at L.S.U. is that we have affirmative action programs that are not of the kind that Californian had, and that I think should be models for the country.  For example, we graduate more African American PhDs in chemistry than any university in the world.  This is not achieved by lowering entrance standards.  Rather we have a fantastic outreach program, fantastic mentoring program, and programs that help prodominantly African American high schools train the next generation of engineers.  Moreover, our need-based scholarship programs are so good that as of this next year, all students whose family makes 50% or less over the poverty level will get a complete free ride, including room and board.  These are the kinds of programs I think that make the American dream available to all and that begin to seriously remediate the horrific longterm effects of slavery and Jim Crow.
(10) While I think elementary public education is unfunded in this country, conservatives are absolutely right in their critiques of the public education bureaucracy.   We need to go to a system of school choice like they have in Belgium.  In Belgium every school is privately run but publicly funded.  Moreover, parents decide where to send their children and the school's money is a function of how many students they can attract.  Unfortunately, "school choice" (like what Jeb Bush haltingly accomplished for Florida) in the United States usually means just subsidies for private schools that are still such that only rich or upper middle class parents can send their children to.  This ends up hurting the poor and lower middle class for whom "choice" is meaningless in such circumstances.  Nonetheless, Belgium shows that it is possible to let the magic of the market select for the best schools while still having poor children get just as much of a right to a good education as richer kids.
(11)  Excessive taxation and regulation really do strangle societies, leading to unemployment, corruption, criminality, and spiritual deprivation.  To really see this, one only needs to study in depth many of the post-colonial countries in which the governments continued the paternalistic practices of the colonial powers.  Don't offer the economic miracle of China as a refutation of this.  First, under Deng Xiaopeng's policies, China's tax rate is actually much less than that of the United States.  Moreover, it is not at all clear that the coercion that is still practiced by the Chinese government won't end up leading (as it tragically has throughout Chinese history) to famine, murderous anarchy, warlordism, and then feudalism (and what was Mao if not King?) yet again.  Optimistically, one might argue that to the extent that it hasn't and won't because Xiaopeng's policies will continue and grow as China does.  Moreover, I noted at the outset of this post, these things are very complicated and not such that we in the United States (most of us shamefully ignorant of Chinese history and contributions to world civilization) can blithely lecture them.   Finally, China's periodic decent into hell is probably more of a function of just how old the civilization is.  It is a sad fact of history that any old enough civilization will have descended into barbarism at times.

Assuming all of the above are true, why be a Democrat rather than a Republican?  I'll post on that soon.

One last note though.  I try very hard not to push political views on my students.  First, I have students from all over the political spectrums that learn from me and that I learn from.  Second, as of yet my research has little or no bearing on political issues.

February 22, 2007

why I am not a liberal

In the United States "liberalism" almost always involves the Rousseauean [sic] belief that people are innately good and that all evil is a result of bad socialization.   This then tends towards crazy and sometimes genocidal (Pol Pot studied Rousseau in Paris) utopianism- the thought that if we can just eradicate all the bad socialization then everything will be perfect.  It also leads people to make (in the case of the uneducated or poor often horrifically disastrously) bad decisions in their own lives.

My default position is that most social institutions such as the nuclear family, religion, private property, sports etc. . . and the moral judgements that sustain these institutions, are ways that humanity over time has collectively worked to lessen the evil innate in every person (we are fallen). 

This doesn't make me side with American conservatives on every issue.  It just makes me think that the default view should be conservative; that is- the burden of proof is on those who support radical change.  In some cases the burden of proof has clearly been met by advocates (civil rights in the 50's and 60's, gay rights from the 70's through today, income redistribution to help the working poor).  In many cases the burden has clearly not been met (treating moral failings as diseases, a welfare state that leads to one parent households), and moreover in a way that shows the radical harm caused by Roussean liberalism.   

I think that this is all consistent with thinking F.D.R. is our greatest President and being a Libertarian Democrat in the tradition of Camille Paglia, but that would be a much longer post. 

February 08, 2007

the hideous moral evil of Bush/Cheney/Gonzales

During the Vietnam War between two and three million Vietnamese died.  The United States has over four times the number of citizens as Vietnam.  A comparable loss of live in the United States would thus be the death of between eight and twelve million.

As of June 15th, 2006, between five and six thousand Americans have died in the War on Terror, over three thousand as a result of the attacks of September, 11th, 2001, and the rest in the war itself.   So, as a percentage of the population, Vietnemese losses were over two thousand times our losses.

During the eleven years of war, according to U.S Department of Defense statistics, ninety-nine American soldiers died while in captivity to the North Vietnamese.

Compare this with the war on terror.  In between August 2002 and June of 2006, one hundred and two prisoners in the war on terror are proven to have died in American custody (though more have died since then, and continue to die).  From eight to twelve are admitted to have been tortured to death.  Thirty-four of the deaths are admitted by the Department of Defense to be homicides (Command’s Responsibility: Detainee Deaths in U.S. Custody in Iraq and Afghanistan, Human Rights First).  Moreover, this is not counting the deaths of all of the people the Bush administration has sent in "extraordinary rendition" to be tortured by client states.

Even though Vietnemese deaths were demograpically over two thousand times as much as ours in the current war, it took Vietnam eleven years to do in the realm of torture and prisoner abuse what George Bush accomplished in four.

If your response is along the lines of, "yeah, but we're the good guys," then you should agree with me that what Bush, Cheney, and friends are doing is all the more hideous.  If you think that my pointing this out shows that I'm not taking the war on terror seriously, note that we did not do this  in World War II, a war we actually won.   We did not torture.  We did not give people over to other countries to be tortured (making the true number of captivity deaths impossible to verify).  Nuremburg trial defendents had the right of habeus corpus (the lack of which both guarantees abuse and, again, makes the scale of this impossible to determine).

I am confident that the United States will ultimately play a decisive role in the victory of modernity against religious extremism, but I am also confident that historians will correctly say that Bush made the victory much more difficult, and in addition morally compromised all of us.

We need a Roosevelt.

November 13, 2006

depression and Katrina

I've noticed this semester that the number of students who are missing assignments due to mental health issues is way up, as is general absenteeism.  Chet Pilley said he thought that Katrina had just cast a pall over everything, making it harder for everybody.  This makes some sense.  After school restarted last semester a week or so after Katrina I asked my students how many of their parents' homes were destroyed and in each class it was over a third of the students.  During the Katrina madness LSU was the biggest triage unit on American soil in history.  The convention center downtown as well as some LSU buildings were full of tens of thousands of displaced and broke people.   More than 40% of homes in Baton Rouge also hosted refugees.  The city's infrastructure was horribly taxed, and if we didn't have an amazing mayor (Kip Holden) that rallyed everybody, it also would have been a disaster.

During the Katrina semester anxiety was really bad among the students, but now it seems to be depression.  It's sunk in to most of us that the Bush administration successfully blocked anything that would save New Orleans (Baker's plan that would actually have rebuilt things; wetlands protection, and meaningful levee repairs), and also that most of the rest of the country doesn't much care.  So many of the students are some combination of freaked out, depressed, and abandoned feeling.

My teaching is worse this semester.  I've had a harder time reigning in my tendency to get lost in tangents that are peripheral to the subject matter.  As far as depression and anxiety, I'm blessed that I've dealt with those things since junior highschool.  For me, the cures are: (1) following my Mom's advice (eat healthy, excercise, be considerate of others), (2)  counting one's blessings, and (3) being passionately committed to other directed activity (music and philosophy).